Never thought this would turn me on…

26 05 2008

Yeah, honestly, i did NOT use that title to attract visitors (actually i don’t care about the hits, i just wanna meet with people similar to me, and share thoughts). Nevertheless, I would like to share with you some thoughts about my blog. I started this blog just before the weekend, because I had had the idea for a while, and my BF just helped me along and told me to go ahead. Thing is, that writing all these posts… makes me kinda horny. Well, it’s not like i am typing you fiction, i don’t wanna “spice up” my daily life on a blog (believe me, i have better things to do…) but the truth is that but actually putting my feelings down in words i reflect upon them even more and at the moment i can’t stop thinking about…. sex.

My BF was joking around that his girl was becoming an exhibitionist, and soon I would like the whole world to watch me… well, thats not really the case, but the idea, that even though I AM targeting women like ME, and they are the ones i want for this blog, i know that there are some guys here, trying to find pictures of me naked….. and I have to say that i don’t mind. It kinda makes me feel attractive. Well, I am not an ugly woman I guess, but you know, sometimes i just feel so… ordinary. So after joking around my BF got this idea to check what people out there are really looking for in terms of sex etc….

Having surfed for a while we found out that, first of all, we are NOT FREAKY AT ALL!!! We even got the idea that the anonymity of the internet can be quite onturning. As we have already had sex in front of the camera, and watching ourselves on the big screen TV before (yeah, i wasn’t keen on the idea in the beginning, but it is actually quite cool… more on that another time.)… we realise that hey, we DO look pretty good. All of a sudden we got this idea that maybe people could get turned on my watching us, and the idea of finding someone (anonymous) on the net was born. There MUST be guys out there, normal ones, not freaky, ugly fat old men, but normal guys… getting turned on by seeing me and my sexy man having sex live. And yeah, indeed, the people were not hard to find…. but could I really do this? i mean, the idea is quite horny, but am I really ready for this? I mean, it’s not like I am gonna see the dude again, and i WOULD plan to cover my face ;) hmmmm…. I really, never, ever thought i would feel like this.

DAMN; i think this blog is having good influence on my SEXLIFE!


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