A night out from a new perspective

So, last night me and my BF decided to go out, after having spent an entire day with the theme SEX (no, we don’t do that every day…), shooting some pics of me, visiting sex shops… even in the damn bus I was thinking about how nice it would be to stick my hand down his pants without anyone noticing. . . . . Yeah… in other words, I needed no further inspiration; I was already in that state of “I wanna go wild tonight” when STARTING drinking (at home). 

Once in the club, which was not bad in terms of people (still crowded when we came – 2 AM) the DJ had some serious issues and we couldn’t find anyone looking like dancing for the pleasure of the music, but rather for the feeling that there was nothing else to do than move along a bit in order to not look static and boring. Rather bored with the impressions my eyes started to search for something nice to look at, and I found myself focusing rather on slim legs, high heels, firm breats and sexy necks rather than…. Yeah, some fine ladies in there. Damn, I didn’t use to feel this, and believe me, i am still hetero, but it’s just that feeling of the forbidden that arouses me a lot… 

Let’s face it, I am a pretty decent looking lady, and I believe that if i would make a move on 5 random guys on a dance floor, the vast majority of them wouldn’t mind some rubbing, some touching and some licking, and I’d say it wouldn’t be hard to get one with me home if I’d wish…. but a WOMAN? The thought of it makes it exciting.. .what will she say? All of a sudden the game is not obvious anymore and I actually risk to get slapped in the face :S The worse thing that happens in the case of the target being a man is usually something like “sorry, you are really sweet, but I am here with my Girlfriend… sorry… hmmm”, which is not that hard to take. But what about if I’d make a move on a woman? How should I even do it? 

Don’t get me wrong though, the whole night my BF was there with me and I nver had the intention to NOT go home with him and to bed. But what about if another woman would like to join? Most girls shyly grab a friend and do some stupid dance together, I guess scared or … their way of saying “No thanks…”… but there was this GIRL! She was pretty tall, in sexy stilettos… she had brown hair and a top which required bra-less tits. She had this cute, really feminin face and she smiled at me from time to time. I would lie if I say it didn’t make me horny… just the idea, i guess it is the unknown, the new field, the undefined roles again (see previous post on this feeling). I danced close to her, and got the idea that she was coming closer to me… or, was it just other people pushing her and me imagining? No, this time NOT… she actually WAS getting closer. I felt her body next to mine, and it took me a lot of courage to touch her body (what if I was still imagining?) her hand was touching the side of my leg and I was innocently playing around with my hand on her belly…. I wanted to turn her around; I wanted to tell her she smelled good (she DID); I wanted to grab her hair in a ponytail with my hand and kiss her neck…. all of a sudden she turned around, i felt her whole body against mine and her breath on my lips… she was that close. She wisphered in my ear that I attracted her in some way and I told her she had no idea what she did to me. I closed my eyes and experienced her; i didn’t care about the fanclub of guys around us, wishing us to touch, kiss and play. We danced, and we shared breath, but that was it. It was beautiful, it was sensual… I said I also had one amazing man and I wish she would let herself go and come with me home; I told her I wanted to give her a wonderful experience, and I told her I would never do anything she wouldn’t want to … 

… She whispered in my ear “I don’t really understand what I feel inside, but it feels good… and to be honest, I don’t mind your man either…it is just that… SORRY”, and all of a sudden I felt her hand inside me, just for a second, just as it could as well have been an illusion, and then her friend (girl) pulled her arm and she disappeared. Damn, why was I so shy… I could have touched this beautiful girl… She might have let me kiss her… she might have let me go even further….  but she left. I thought she might come back, that she had gone to the bathroom, but no… she didn’t. 

Already wet from my thoughts and sharing with this girl, I walked home with my BF, he as well turned on just by the idea. Once inside the apartment, we ripped each others clothes off and FUCKED! Yeah, sometimes it is so damn nice to be fucked hard hard hard, and when you are drunk you tend to have higher limits, so nothing hurts! Damn how nice he took me, deep, hard and violent… DIRTY! I wish i could give you more details of that, because it was WONDERFUL… but I want this post to be dedicated to the beauty from the club, and what she made me feel, so I will get back to that another time. 

Girl, you were so sexy, you have NO IDEA! thank you for letting me feel you!